Things have been tough lately... but I'm not going to let that stop me. I'm determined to turn it all around. I, like everyone else, am unsure of the definitive future, but I have set some goals that will hopefully lead me in my destined direction. I will be returning to Potsdam State University in the Spring on a Full Tuition scholarship. I will be living off campus with two girlfriends & after a week vacation to Potsdam am more excited than I previously was to return. It may seem as if I am back tracking the city. Returning home and then returning to school, but I do not see it that way. This time I am going to be studying the things I really want to study. Drama, Theater, Writing and the English language, and perhaps a few business courses. Right now I have come ill, I believe it is pneumonia, but I am not 100% sure as I do not have health insurance and cannot go to the doctors. I will be trying this week to get myself better.
Life has handed me the bitterest lemons I've ever had, and peeling them was like cutting an onion, but regardless of the tears and the pain of a few slips with a knife that has knicked me, I am determined to make the BEST damn LEMONADE I've ever tasted. (with splenda of course) :D
I guess what I'm trying to say is, I'm batteling this depression, and am ready for a fresh new start once again!! Here goes. Below are some pictures from my visit to see my other family :) my nanny-fam. @ Mish's BOOK SIGNING!!
soooo proud!! :D and she gave me a shout out
my other 1/2
the devil in disguise. ninja boy
PS. I'm reading her book. "Over the Rainbow; A story of Life, Love and Family with Bipolar Disorder." & It's Great. You can find a copy for only $6 on AMAZON :)
Love Always and Forever,
xoxo. Amy Lynn
3 comments:
TO MY OTHER 1/2: GREAT BLOG: I know you're going thru a rough spot but do u think u can make it end becuase u know we're attached, therefore, I am too? I know what you're feeling, KEEP PLUGGING - if u will, I will!!! Did our beers help??? LOL! Glad the knife only knicked and didn't cut and really glad you're making that lemonade in spite of those bitter lemons - THAT'S MY AMY - "STRENGHT AND COURAGE AND NOT GIVING UP" - WE'LL BOTH GET THERE BECAUSE WE ARE EACH'S OTHER HALFS - IT'S JUST MEANT TO BE THAT WAY, NO PAIN; HAPPINESS FOR BOTH OF US - DEAL!!!
Thanks for the GREAT pics & FOR ADVERTIZING MY BOOK AT IT'S "CHEAPEST" PRIZE OFFERED ON YOUR SITE, JUST KIDDING, WE ALL KNOW IT'S NOT ABOUT THE MONEY, BUT THE MESSAGE!!! ANYWAY, HAD THE BEST TIME W/ YOU THAT WEEKEND AND ON THE PAST TWO NIGHTS - I LAUGHED TILL I CRIED, CAN CROSS THAT ONE OFF THE LIST NOW??? (JOKE!!!)
YOU'RE GREAT, NO YOU'RE AMAZING & YOU CAN DO IT; I HAVE COMPLETE FAITH IN YOU!!! STOP BUYING THE "XMAS C" AND TELL HER NO MORE "UNDERLYING ISUUES" - U WANT "CORE!!!" NOT APPLE, WELL MAYBE IN YR CASE; IT'S BETTER THAN THE "XMAS C!!!"
HI TO GRANDPARENTS & MOM. REMEMBER MY SALMON, HEY, HAD A BRAINSTORM: A SWAP - I GET SOME SALMON; YOU GET MATTHEW - NO, GUESS IT'S NOT A REALLY FAIR EXCHANGE, GOTTA GIVE ME POINTS 4 TRYING (LMAO)!!!
MISS YA & LOVE YA TONS!!!
YOUR OTHER 1/2 FROM YOUR OTHER "NANNY" FAMILY,
MISH
XOXOXO
KEEP PLUGGING AIM - PLEASE!!!
MISS YA & LOVE YA TONS OTHER 1/2,
LOVE YA TONS,
MISH
XOXO
It's Wednesday, the 13th, I think. How r u doing today? If we're in sync, you're not doing well at all - is it true??? I Feel like I can't keep plugging. I'm sinking, quickly...and I'm scared!!!
M.
NOT SURE IF ITS TRUE NOW, BUT HAVINT A ROUGH TIME REGARDLESS!!! CALL U MANANNA. Y AREN'T U WRITING???
LOVE YA,
MISH
XOXO
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