below: my driveway
below: my kitten Cali playing in the flowers
Ohhh the beauty.. I really forgot what summer is like up here. The beauty, nature's vibe, the peacefulness; it's almost unsettling after living in the city for six months. As I sit here, throwing back my fourth cup of coffee. lol- I'm trying to deceipher all the emotions and feelings running rampant. Making lemondae out of these lemons- CHANGE is frightful, that's for sure, but I'm going to do my best to embrace it & make the best out of it. Fear is a powerful demon & it can have many negative effects on someone, but just getting out that flashlight and shining light on it, is step one (and sometimes the hardest part), of conquering it. So here goes, I'm not going to let anything hold me back!! Back to square one and the outlook is PROMISING.
As for me:
I moved back to Bolton to get all four wisdom teeth taken out. I will not immediately return to the city, but instead I will be in Bolton for the remainder of the summer at least. Then, only time will tell. I am researching many different options and trying to figure out what is the best decision for my life, my career, & my happiness. & as for a summer job, I will be returning to Michael Arthur's steak house in town & a few shifts at the Lakeside as well!!
I moved back to Bolton to get all four wisdom teeth taken out. I will not immediately return to the city, but instead I will be in Bolton for the remainder of the summer at least. Then, only time will tell. I am researching many different options and trying to figure out what is the best decision for my life, my career, & my happiness. & as for a summer job, I will be returning to Michael Arthur's steak house in town & a few shifts at the Lakeside as well!!
I THINK I will label this as my much needed break for reflection. A break from the fast pace, the tough business, and exuberant cost of living!!! I will save up some money, continue to pay my bills, and then make the next move in this crazy game of life.
Just for the sake of expression, I MUST SAY; I truly love modeling- with all my heart. The hardwork, dedication, and pressure is enough to drive the sane person crazy.. but since I wasn't sane from begining's start, I think I'll fit in just fine. lol... but on a serious note- no change, no distance, no person, place, or thing, can stand in my way, because no matter how sour these damn lemons are... I'm going to make the best lemonade anyone's ever had. ORIGINAL- UNIQUE- & ALL ME.
HOLD ON TO YOUR COWBOY HAT & WATCH OUT WORLD- AMY'S PREPARING TO KNOCK YOUR SOCKS OFF!
Love you all!!
Always & Forever. xoxo
Amy Lynn
No comments:
Post a Comment